hmmm..today went to sch for the kindness connection rehearsal..supposed to only pop the party poppers but we ended up having to do the dance! OMG!! So pai seh sia..standing in front of our class..haiz..went to tampines mall to meet desmond den watched hell boy with him..i dun really enjoy the show sia..i a bit bad lorx..watching movie with desmond but den keep smsing HIM..haiz..I really cannot forget the HIM..desmond bought the billabong bag for me..i feel so bad lorx..Anyway, i went to meet HIM after desmond left..den i saw tiong..haha..It's been quite a while since me and HIM watched a movie together sia..We watched into the mirror..it's scary sia den i keep trying to stay calm lahx..otherwise very pai seh lorx..but i'm sure if i'm with my class..i'll be screaming and hiding behind ppl's sleeves again..haha..We didn't have dinner together cos HE said HE wanted to go home..Hmmm..but did HE really go home? Haiz...lies..why do we all have to lie why can't we juz tell the truth to everyone..aren't we supposed to be honest? At first, i was looking forward to watching movie and eating dinner with HIM how would i know HE bluffed me in the end..How did i know? blame it on the sms den.. it was sent to me instead of whoever it was meant to be..How heartbroken or sad can that be..I controlled the tears..I wanna be strong but i know i'm not..but i did try to control those tears..i dun wanna cry in front of HIM..i know truthfully that i dun wan to let him see me cry...silence..but i was happy at first..y? cos i'm with HIM..say i'm obsessed with HIM? i wun deny..haiz..overall, it's a sad day..
