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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Special Edition..
haha..i dreamt of him..
but in my dream he is already gone
but i still saw him..
hmmm...the dream goes like this..
i was on a bus with i can't remember who..
den i arrive at a house..LT'S house..
saw his mum and she recognised me
and brought me in..
den we talked abt LT
den she brought me to his room..
got lots of model cars and bikes..
den i thought i saw LT in the house
den i follow him to the living room
and i couls see images of him and his gf sitting on the sofa..
den they were eating and watching tv..
den LT asked his mum if there is chilli sauce..
den i woke up le..
den i felt very diff..
i sensed something and i couldn't sleep back
haiz..maybe u wun believe this part but it is true...
and that's the end of me and LT...
thanx for reading this~~~ =]

<3 DJ BabY@* 12:59 AM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

part 3
though we seldom meet up
because we both are busy
but we still call and talk to each other
never once did we ever stop bickering though
haha..
there was one evening weekday
he ask me to go out
go somewhere quite far to watch movie
but i couldnt go cos next day gt sch
and daddy obviously wun allow
den he sounded so dejected and sad..
but he say nvm, another time den we juz talked for a while
before he go prepare to go out lorx..
there was once he agreed to meet me at pasir ris-white sands
so happy cos i very very long neva see him
but he was with his camp mates
den everyone was like so she's the one u talk to at night
den they went off to wait for him
we chatted a while before he went home
and he took off his cap for me to see
he look so cute..i kept laughing
i didn't mean anything evil but he indeed look very cute..
He POP from his BMT that time he got ask me to go to the parade
but got sch i couldn't go
though i really wished i could go and see him there
marching smartly..but he very weird sia..
he only got three tix..
he wan me to go with his mum and bro
haha..but i really couldn't go
and can tell he very disappointed but so am i
but he called me after that
and we chatted for a while...
haiz..den slowly he got busy and our chats got lesser and lesser
but our concern for each other never lessen..
then one day--> Valentine's Day (2003)
while i was with joon they all
celebrating joon birthday..
den i receive a sms from LT
it's very sweet cos it's from him..
but that was oso the day everything between us ended
i knew we couldn't be together cos he said..
i would love to be with you if i could but i can't
however, i dunno why he say he can't
but i didn;t want to ask so much..
in fear that the truth would hurt me more..
that's it...our story has ended..i was very sad that night..
i cried..i regretted not telling him how much i like him
and how i hope we could really be together?
is it because of my daddy..
he knows that my daddy doesn't have a very good impression of him
but u can tell he did try to be nice to my daddy..
den we seldom contact le cos very busy..
but once in a while will sms each other..
den on 19 AUG 2004 (the day fengqi went back taiwan)
daddy came home and tell me something
something that mummy saw in the newspaper
LT! He was involved in a fatal motorbike accident on 17AUG...
why did things have to be like this?
why? i din't believe so i smsed him and his gf called back..
and tell him abt it and it's true..
i held back my tears and asked more..
she agreed to bring me to pay my respects to him but...
it's my own feelings lahx..
and his gf know abt me, he told her abt me b4..
haiz..i miss him but so what..
half a yr has gone by and i dun think i am ready still..
haiz..pls forgive me...
i really did love you once..
after talking to ur gf, i knew what u meant by u can't that valentine
u have fallen for another ger..
that's the end~~~
tmr will have a special part requested by mabel..
otherwise i wun post that..

<3 DJ BabY@* 1:14 AM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

shall continue about LT again..
hmmm..we become quite close because of all our nonsense..
and then he quit his job because he got enlisted le..
but he got tell me and of cos
we still sms and talk on phone as before..
we never talk for very long cos phone bill very ex ah
but he will still call me lahx..
den i remember got once he called me when he was in camp
den i ask him if he got call home..
he said yesterday call le
den he say dun need everyday call
his mum dun wan to talk to him
haha..so he called me..
i was surprised cos i tot all the while he treated me as fren
den he started to say next time can he still call me
if they got free time, of cos i say can lahx
haha..den we talked rubbish..
he ask about his yue mu
den i ask him hu ah..he talking about my mum
den i tell him not funny but he continued
and so i played along and we really had fun..
haha..den my daddy scold le den he say
'oh yue fu ma ni le, gai tian zai da gei ni, ...'
haha..really very sweet at that time lahx
so always i will wait for his call
den sometimes u can hear his friends disturbing
haha..everytime i ask him so slp still call me
dun need to slp ah..
he will have very sweet replies like :
~call to hear your voice mahx
~miss you mahx
and stuffs..really very sweet...
den got once is he called my house cos he oso at home
den his mum vaccum the floor
den he say me aiyo u dunno how to do housework how ah
next time marry u not very mafan
i = = haha..den he tell his mum i dunno how to do housework
i saw his mum before cos he brought his mum come buy shoe before
and he insist that i serve..
haha..den he sing song for me to hear..
haha..he sang jay's song
haha..i feel so happy whenever i get to talk to him on the phone
dunno why but he is juz so sweet lahx..
that's it for today..tmr will continue...

<3 DJ BabY@* 1:19 AM
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Monday, February 21, 2005

hmmm..shall share some of my memories with LT
a guy which now only live in our memories..
I got to know LT when i was sec 3 i guess..
He was working in a shop at hg mall
next to my mum shop
our first encounter :
he came over to borrow ink for the cash register
my mum's staff know him from school
haha..den i ask him what colour he wan
he say anything..
den i told him use blood lahx..
red colour oso can mahx..
den he was like 'aiyah, bu hao xiao'
den gave him and after a while he return back to us le
the next day, went to the shop to see clothes
den he said thanks again for the ink
i said nvm lahx..
den he ask what we wanna find..
i juz say see see lahx..
den he ans back so free dun need to look after the shop ah
from then on, we are always bickering..
he came over and borrowed broom before,
den ask me to go help him sweep floor..
my mum told him i dunno how to and he laughed at me
hmpf! so bad..now i know how to le (so as to prove to him)
i remember once..i was very tired
but went over to his shop to see clothes..
den i squat down in the shop while mabel was looking at clothes
den he came over and talk to us
den he say very ugly squat there..
den i say i very tired lahx..
den he's very sweet, he took a chair for me to sit
den he stand beside me and we started talking
he's quite sweet after all though he likes to disturb me..
he doesn't like to sms and he prefer to talk on the phone
but i often manage to get him to sms..
haha..cos i am too stubborn lahx..
soon after a while, we always will peek into each other's shop
everytime we walk past..
and he calls me kpo..
haha..cos i always ask him a lot of things..
why? becos i care and becos i knew i felt something for him
and because i always argue with him
he always say i very rude
den always say after all he's older than me
yeah..he's 2 yrs older than me
and he gave me a name= mei da mei xiao
den i call him dragonfly because of his name...
haha..he always call me that
he will call my hp and find mei da mei xiao
so irritating rite? and he told me he save my number under bata
haha..but i dunno true or not cos i neva see his hp before..
haiz..there's still a lot about us but i shall stop here for now
continue tmr~~~
LT~I Miss You...Thanx for the Beautiful Memories U left Behind..

<3 DJ BabY@* 12:17 AM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

I can be very nice to you if u dun step on my toes..
but once u irritated me
u r asking for trouble
dun expect to have a good time from me
or u better dun let me see u
otherwise i really dunno what i will do
i have not throw my temper for quite a while
been controlling because of someone..
i can be very nice to you
provided u dun anger me
so ya..i ain't gentle and sweet
cos in such a fake world like this
if i dun stand out and protect myself
who will? count on the guys?
forget it..i rather count on myself
though i know deep in my heart
there are a few i can count on..
though i have already lost one to god..
but in my heart he always have a place
there are so many things that i have not told him before
but now..they are all in my mind
at this point of time..
i am missing him~~
though he might never know
i can never see him in person again
till the day god takes me away too
but till then i shall remember those memories
i remember all our conversations and how sweet he can be
though we were never really together
but i think the way we were at that time
we drifted after he found a gf
but i am still happy for him..really..
anyway, hope ur family and ur gf has taken ur departure in their stride
You shall live in our hearts forever..

<3 DJ BabY@* 3:16 PM
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Dun understand..GUYS!
anyway, Singapore guys are....
haiz..CMI..
Can't understand why they cant admit to things that they do..
why bother to pretend?
go to hell lahx..
dare to admit if u dare to do..
not happy with me, tell me straight lahx...
gan! i admit i'm a bitch..so what?!?!?!?!
anyway, now talking to this taiwan guy in msn..
he so cute..but he reminds me of someone at far east..
He had an accident and den started playing jiaoyou
and den now he had an operation and can walk le..
saw him walking juz now..hmmm..he seems a lot better..
haha..saw him twin brother too..both look so alike..
and both oso very cute but i think he more cute..
haha.. too bad he dun stay taipei..
maybe go taiwan wun get to see him
unless he gt go taipei or taizhong lorx..
but will meet some aio ppl in taipei ba..
haha...looking forward to taiwan trip..
monday going to buy air ticket...heehee...

<3 DJ BabY@* 12:27 AM
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Hmm..been quite a while since i blogged..
oso dunno what to say..
but juz realised that tp the shuai ge not a lot seh..
felt so dumb after i step in there..
why on earth did i go there for?
see my friends? a bit lame to think of it..
haha..and the world is juz so small
saw so many ppl there..
and neva though that my friends know them too
OMG!! a bit freaking when u see the links and connections
but nvm..
lately quite bored to go AIO to liuyan le
getting a bit sianz..
den stoopid yahoo jiaoyou
got play and never play no much diff sia
sianz sianz sianz
anyone gt any temp job for me before i go tw
tw tw tw, here we come
finally, wish come true
hope i will have lots of fun there..
gonna meet many many people i hope
but i shall be very careful with my expenes there..
gonna record everything down..
got to start saving ya know?
haha..results coming out soon..
frankly, i am very scared..
very very scared..i dun dare to see the results sia..
haiz..all the best to me..
though no much point saying now as the exam was over way long ago

<3 DJ BabY@* 7:29 AM
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Friday, February 11, 2005

hmmmm..my thoughts are quite difficult to express in english sia..
haha..anyway, i have thought through many things and realise tt i prefer to be single..
though it's nice to have someone by ur side always.there will surely bound to be problems especially due to my bad temper and stubbornness..i shall no longer go and look for my prince..shall wait patiently for the day that he will arrive right before me and that's when we know that we are meant to be...the day might not arrive soon but i know it will arrive one day so rushing things will do no one any good either...all the best to everyone who's in love and those who are still searching for their love...


<3 DJ BabY@* 1:39 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

<3 DJ BabY@* 11:11 PM
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You Are a Chihuahua Puppy
Small, high strung, and loyal.You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

<3 DJ BabY@* 11:08 PM
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You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 80% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

<3 DJ BabY@* 10:59 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
yeah..it shall be a new beginning..
hmmm..very tired and oso dunno what to blog...
so that's it...take care ppl..


<3 DJ BabY@* 7:00 PM
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Saturday, February 05, 2005

jace say she wan beat me after she read the previous post...
i oso got nothing to say..haha..dun beat me ok?
oh wth..wasted so much time at cisco centre today?
do u think we can get the job?
haiz..but if get, will we really do?
though i gt finance and cash handling experience but do u want a temp?
will u let me off before 10 mar?
haiz..so many things to consider..
the peoplesearch de cannot give me the job cos
cos they can't afford to let me go to taiwan for 2 weeks?
wth lorx..haiz..i shall hope to find another job ba...
will i fall for him? i hope not okie?
though he really is a very nice guy but...
haiz..too many things le..
and i am not prepared to get involved in a r/s
still afraid of being hurt or hurting people indirectly again...


<3 DJ BabY@* 1:45 AM
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Thursday, February 03, 2005

Regrets of 2004

~not choosing someone whom i loved juz because i am afraid history might repeat itself [took me years to forget him after we broke up then]

~rejecting that someone date for Valentine's Day [lied to him though i spend Valentine's day alone at home]

~not studying hard enough and always fooling around [but thankful for the wonderful 304 and brother teo =P]

~not brave enough to tell HIM i like HIM [though i still dun dare]

~the friendships which i lost [both might be at fault but there's a limit to everything though]

~not treasuring all my friends, learn to regret only after he is gone [but till now, i have go visit him cos i dun dare]

~not spending enough time with my family especially my grandfather [always hanging out and coming home late]

~getting to know XXX [he is a freak...WTH! so what if u are good looking? Go to HELL lahx...U r nt the only good looking guy in Singapore so get lost]

~for almost falling for XXX [he is definitely one guy who makes friends based on looks..so get lost!!!!!! glad i woke up before i fall too deep..i have deleted ur number, msn and wun add u on friendster anymore...scram, u asshole!!]

~having so many regrets in life [den why bother living sia]

haiz..there are more but i got no more mood to type le..

i think i am really feeling very down lately..

dun bother to console me lahx..

i believe i can stand up on my own feet once again..

but juz that i dunno when only..

thanx for all the encouragement by the people around me..

<3 DJ BabY@* 11:43 PM
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

hmmm..so weird? how come end up is i sad?
haiz..think i am thinking too much again..
i shall not think after all..haiz..anyway, i today got headache..
very terrible headache...
but i am happy i got to see my yida boy..
yida yida, u are so cute..haha..
so happy u all still remember me..
everyone is so cute..but yida boy a bit sick le..
poor thing..feed him eat..as usual..
but i think he improve a lot..
though feeding him is a lil ...
but i very long never feed him le..
luckily he neva bite my finger..
yida boy, i'll visit u again soon ok?
cos jie jie sick le..oh..i miss those lil ones...
love them loads...


<3 DJ BabY@* 10:06 PM
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hmmm..today went out with steph and meiyi..
very long never see meiyi le..since prom can? haha..
we went shopping at parkway but i was late..oops!!
couldn't wake up lahx..slept too late..
haha..den we went to town..steph went to pluck eyebrow
meiyi do her nails i sit there and listen my songs..
haha..thinking of someone though..
so weird..dun understand why i will think of him..
haha..anyway, it is better than thinking of XXX...
haha..went wisma den after that far east..
never see XXX but saw chialin and hao hao they all..
very dao lorx..den i oso dao back lorx..
went ann there to put bag and chat with her for a while lorx...
went to look for skirt for steph..
den went to penisula plaza to buy shoes..my chi new yr shoe...
of cos is but from bata..they should pay me for always promoting them..
haha..bought the shoes there cos got discount..staff discount..heehee..
then went to a place where i have been on the weekends..
Funan It Mall..went there to see meiyi cam den we went to eat MAC..
haha..i didn't see maggie that not bad looking guy..
haha..ok..not only maggie think he not bad lahx..i oso ok?
haha..then took train..i took to tamp with steph...
den we started taking photos on the platform..very fun..
many crazy and dumb photos..haha..will upload asap..
waiting for our dearest steph though...
heehee..den took bus home..start to think a lot again...
pass by meridian..the logo really change a lot sia..
haha..reached home tired but till now still haven slp..haha...
is my expectations of a guy really high? no right?
haha..who cares anyway? After all no one wans..
haha..Valentine's Day will stay at home and watch tv ba..alone..haha..



<3 DJ BabY@* 1:29 AM
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OUR SONG


..=+=+*>[LoVe_HuRtX]<*+=+=..




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21+ / 22-
22 Oct
Libra
Taken and attached to Mr B-J
Silly and crys easily(not as if i want to)
Tend to think a lot and kinda too much
Hot-tempered and very stubborn
Dun step on my Toes or u will regret it
Very indecisive so dun ask me to decide
Been hurt deeply by love and dunno who to trust anymore
Studying in SIM-RMIT - Marketing
Crazy ger who laugh non stop [muscles are forming on my cheekbone]
Very 'gong' - stupid and dumb!

 Love & Hate

..=+=+*>[LOVE]<**+=+=..

~DJ Baby
~Singing
~Dancing
~Hanging out with friends
~Shopping
~Swimming
~Talking
~Disney Mickey Mouse - I cant resist buying mickey mouse stuffs!
~watching soccer
~crying
~watching movies

..=+=+*>[HATE]<**+=+=..
~Liars
~Preverts
~People wiith ATTITUDE PROBLEM
~Back-stabbers
~Flirts ~Players



Wants

..=+=+*>[WishLisT]<**+=+=..
~New ME! (den maybe i wun let tt happen)
~To be who i used to be 10 years back
~Hit 50kg
~To spend more time with Baby and Darling sky
~iRiver Mickey Mouse Mp3 player
~Money (muz be more practical)
~New Clothes
~LV Speedy 30
~LV/Gucci Wallet
~Wished that day would stop forever
~Holiday–Bangkok for Shopping Spree
~Another big big mickey mouse soft-toy
~To go to Tokyo Disneyland
~That i have HIM (how impossible)
~Good Grades for this SEM
~Could live healthier
~Get to see Mr J soon..miss him lots!
~Talk To Jia Song again..


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=Hui Qi=
=Doris=
=Jacelyn=
=Ivy=
=Desmond=
=Elaine=
=Chien Pei=
=Yi Yun=
=Da Jie=
=Stephaine=
=Clarice=
=Mei Yi=
=Irvin=
=Minz=
=Joo Sheng=
=Irwan=
=Rebecca=
=Pei Xuan=
=Jolyn=
=Karlyn=




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