here to blog~~ monday went to see yy competition but i dun want to say much in short i was pissed! i wanna complain the organiser this is the first ever competition i have seen that in the midst of it there was a change in the judge~~ me and ivy was like "huh? can change judge de ah? why not we oso go be judge" people who wan to see jokes(the videos i took) come pin me on msn or something den see if i wanna show u or maybe another day if i got so pissed that i need some laugh and when i wanna share i will post! haha~~ i will consider..haha~~ everyone present there can tell cos they got eyes and ears so they know how bad the competition was in a way how ridiculous it was~~ *ROARS*
here to update.. haven been updating for quite a while~~ haha ~~ let's start from saturday (19Aug) =Li Sheng Jie event @ Kbox= woke up at about 10 to get ready to go kbox for Li Sheng Jie event den in the end we reached late i think this is the first we reached so late when there is event aiyo..the event too early le lahx haha~~ so we did whatever that is left for us to do.. then the fans sang for li sheng jie and so many of them sang Mr Q.. den this group went up to dance me and jace were laughing outside damn funny until today we still will dance tt when our hp rings~~ haha~~it's really funny! den after the event we stayed on cos debra needs my camera went in to take their photo den already told debra that we dun want to take with him but in the end we were still asked to take a pic with him.. den me and jace was like..er..oh ok.. went up say hi to him trying to be friendly ah..haha
Me, Li Sheng Jie and Jace
=Pan Wei Bo event @Westmall= took a cab down..must make this clear.. me and jace went to the event not because we want to see wilber we wanted to see Blue J (Ji Jia Song) haha~~reached we chose a place to stand then suddenly i saw him came out too rush i got no time to take my camera out to take his photo.. den they went out to the exit..guess they went to smoke smoke..haha den they came back and i think they wanted to go to the toilet.. den i went to take Blue J photo den i was standing right in their way.. den Blue J saw me and he said 'ni hao' to me i was stunned could only reply back 'ni hao' den i turned back to jace she keep laughing at me but it is only polite to reply him ah... haha~~so pai seh den after a while they came back so i prepare my camera to take a better pic of him turned out Lan Bo was the first den i put down my camera i think he was shocked cos i guess he expected me to take his pic as he was all ready to smile and pose for me..haha but i am not interested in him..haha~~~ den i took a photo of Blue J from afar.. den he stopped right in front of me and pose for me OMG! stunned! i almost faint~~ he really very shuai..jace laughed non stop and i think there are quite alot of people bu shuang by tat but once again he stopped and posed on his own accord ah.. haha~~he is just so cute.. den after waiting for very long... they went to the toilet.. we followed and i walked behind guang tou wei den he keep turning aroung to smile at me..haha den i continue walking and follow into the toilet.. den the xuan chuan kept staring at me den i realised that it was because i was the only who went in the rest were waiting outside.. so i went to the ladies and wash my hand den came out so pai seh sia..den nvm..we waited for them to come out den jace ask me to talk to Blue J so i went up to him and he say hi again den i told him that he looks nicer in yellow den he asked me like 3 times do i really look nicer in yellow den i told him about me seeing him in taiwan den he asked if i am singaporean and he asked to go tw play more often i told him gt money i will go... den i ask after the event what event they have he told me must ask those ppl on stage cos he dunno haha~den suddenly got a few people popped out and want to shake hand with him den he was like huh? oh ok..shook their hands den continue talking to me.. so funny sia.. waited for very long before the event end for them to leave we were waiting at the exit near the van they sit 8228 sia.. then they came out we were at the staircase he saw me den he smiled and shook hands with me den he walked down i didn;t follow but lan bo suddenly ask them come back to walk by the other side den i shoot him say the van is already there ah.. so he lan lan ask them go up e van first.. den i went down to talk to Blue J cos i dun wan see lan bo face den i dunno what to ask him so i asked "are u going to eat after this?" den i realised i gave a stupid face den yijie they all heard me and they laughed at me in front of him~~ so throw face..den he also control his laughter.. den he went into the van.. then all the china ppl were crowding at the van.. so weird..they dun talk to him when he haven board the van den keep trying to say hi only when he is in the van den when the van drove past he got wave out~so happy den i called lydia and we arranged to meet her at the roundabout jace went to change den we waited.. went over to suntec for dinner.. there were so many people at suntec..so scary in the end we decide to eat NYDC jace and i shared mushrooms attack..
Looks yummy right? haha~~
den we went over to find maggie to show her Blue J's photo haha~~i am so proud of that pic! heehee~~ den we stayed until about 9.30pm den we went over to DXO saw sharon outside den we went in together... it was quite boring and when we received the sms we walked over to conrad but when we reached we saw 8228 already den yijie told me they went up already~~ so sad~~we waited until about 1130 but they didnt come out yet so we went back to DXO... the music was so boring and the bouncer is damn irritating i wanted to slap him sia.. whatever sia.. not very fun so shall not blog mcuh about it.. reached home at 4...
20 Aug (Sun) i woke up quite late den after that went compass point to meet maggie and jacelyn.. we went to develop Blue J photo and then went to eat den in the end last min we decide to go down to the hotel BUT we were very 'song'... haha~~but i really wan see Blue J we went down den we went suntec cos we tot we were early but in the end..we didnt see the msg in time so when we reached the hotel we didn't see him again! argh~~ so irritating~~ we waited till 11 den we left..
21 Aug (Mon) went to the airport in the morning.. jace and maggie ate BK breakfast while i wrote letter for Blue J (yes i decde to write a letter to him) thought for very long and just wrote only a few lines to him haha~~quite funny actually~~ den we went to wait for him... waited for quite a while until they reached.. so i went out to find him he saw me and he smiled and waved to me.. so high..den waited for him to come in den i talked to him and asked to take photo with him he said ok den i ask jace to help me take...
Me and Blue J (look at the one between us in the background) (he super qiang jing tou sia..so act cute!)
den after taking he wanted to shake my hand but i wanted to pass letter to him den quite gan ga~~haha~~ think he was stunned to receive my letter..haha~~ den i asked if he could take a pic with jace and of cos he said ok..
Jace and Blue J
den pan shuang bang wanted to take a photo with Blue J so i helped them..haha~~ den i continued talking to Blue J and walk with him until the stupid ger whom we think has interest in him came along den he say bye bye to me and walked in first after that i squat at a corner and peep in den he saw me and he waved out..haha~~ waited for very long.. then they were about to go in den i took a video Blue J got waved out and say bye ok! haha~~ while they were queuing.. pan shuai bang people shouted "pan wei bo bye bye" den maggie they all ask me shout den i never think i just shouted "ji jia song bye bye" he turned around smile and waved to ME! so embarrassing! den i squat down after that cos really too throw face lahx..haha den i went to another side to continue waving to him~~haha~~ den he oso kept waving den maggie bet with me.. play scissors paper stone if i win jace will give him a flying kiss if i lose i have to give SHIT! in the end i lose.. argh~~so throw face i tried to do it discreetly but Blue J still saw it and he was like laughing aiyo~~so dumb! den we went over to the other other side there waited for quite a while cos guang tou wei and Blue J went sakae sushi(i think) den when they came out.. Guang tou wei saw me and he waved to me very happily den he ask Blue J to look out~~ den Blue J waved and then i waited for them to go off den we left we didnt go up to the viewing mall.. den we went to the toilet and there was this guy which we met along the way there he was so funny..he was trying to not cut our paths and in the end he did sth very dumb haha~~ OFF to JB~~~~ took a bus in went to city plaza den after that Alex drove us to Jusco.. saw the nike bag BUT realised that the one sold in sg is bigger than that.. shit~~so i didn;t buy~~ shopped for a while den we took a cab back to city square.. of cos being back to city square we went to popular to see magazine (haha) den we went to crossover~~ of cos we saw Daren~~ haha~~ he's getting more and more shuai sia.. he came over to talk to me cos maggie walked away den he say we very long never go JB le..haha~~ and i think he grew thin~~ but he say it was the shirt~~ haha~~ den we shopped and we bought present for AL and i oso bought the same necklace that i bought for AL the other time (the one that i helped him wear it the other time in tw..oops!) haha~~ maggie must be damn high to see her shuai de(daren) haha~~anyway, we came back sg so tired and poor jace have to go for dance! so poor thing! that's about it~~ will update what i buy another day~~ too tired~~
lately quite happy..haha.. because of some happenings.. but cannot say lehx..haha.. but i really love my Mr G and Mr H jace, i change him from J to H le.. cos i realise i dun have so many hunks lahx! but because of them both.. i am quite happy~~haha.. but dunno happy about what.. and so high! i have been guessing for like a week and BLUE J is in singapore!!!!!!! He came with wilber~~haha~ thanx cheryl for calling me~~ u made me screamed in compass point and jace was like jumping around~~ haha~~ and Blue J was wearing that superman t-shirt again haha~~he is just so so so so cute!!! OMG~~i wanna faint! jace we must go see him.. it's been a month since we last saw them.. but the location is different! here got no xi men ding~~ haha~~ i am so high~~ ok..i am very very tired~~ i wanna go slp soon~~ take care ppl.. miss my hunks (Mr A-H)
today went to malaysia~~ woke up at 0445 in the morning~~ bathe and got ready.. was waiting for the bus at 6 at the kopitiam there.. boarded the bus but had to wait for the "VIPs" to arrive.. 0630 still only dressing up.. so inconsiderate..they came down at 0640 made us wait for 40 mins.. they boarded the bus without even apologising.. wat an ass~~ went for breakfast..den headed to desaru.. the breakfast was nice or maybe cos i was so hungry..haha den went to desaru..the guide brought us around the fruit farm saw lots of fruits and learnt how they grow.. den the stupid woman("VIP")...she always asked the dumbest questions the guide was telling us about some thousand bananas plant.. he said that usually no one eats it cos there are very little flesh.. den the dumb woman ask so if eat already will die anotx? how dumb is she? or is she trying to act smart but in turn revealed her true "intelligence"... and she wanted to wash the passion fruit that was already peeled open OMG! faints~~ den we went for lunch.. mabel, leok si, biqing and peisan sat at the same table with her she is like a glutton~~so rude she snatches all the food and never offer any to the elderly at e table there were 11 people and they(family of 3) ate so much food.. it was as if others need not eat.. poor mabel and gang got so little to eat.. den we went to a temple to pray and had durian feast haha..we ate a lot of durian and keep trying to keep the durian away from her it was so funny but once again.. we still can see her kiasu spirit.. she takes two durians in her hands.. she holds on to one while eating one.. so god damn kiasu..so is her husband! and her irritating daughter doesn't eat durians.. her daughter is so irritating.. she's always using the phone to take photos of alfred and aaron and den she also took photos of melvin and his daddy sleeping.. how rude can she get? feel like slapping her.. but cant blame! how can u expect her to have good manners with such parents.. den we came up with a plan to deal with her.. dinner time we changed the seating arrangement.. mabel and gang were at our table.. so my daddy, mabel's daddy and mummy and brother(melvin) went over to that table.. mabel's daddy started giving out food when the dishes are put on the table he gave the elderly alot of food and kept asking them to eat den went it was the "VIPs" turn there aren't much left.. it was so funny..haha.. and their table was eating so fast and they appear to be having a war.. the poor old people had to eat so much.. haha..but at least they can have their fill unlike their lunch where they barely had anything to eat.. she still had to stack her food on her plate which was already filled... and when the cereal prawn came.. they distributed the prawns and left only 3 for that family and she was like.."wah..how come so fast no more left?" haha..it was so hilarious.. our table was enjoying the food slowly.. but i guess such people never learn their lessons.. next time i see her in the neighbourhood i'm going scream at her..or maybe trip her.. she is just so irritating.. SO kiasu! took a group photo and i so much wanted to kick her.. cos she was squatting in the front.. we had fun in our own way.. and we all do enjoy this trip although the bitch and her family is so.... haha..will upload the photos soon! going to go bathe and study a little of MR...
haven update lately cos i have been busy but i really dunno what am i busy with i hate this feeling that i am feeling now i dunno how to describe it but it would just cause my tears to fall it is just so irritating i hate this feeling, really i was listening to songs and before i know it tears were falling down i dunno what is wrong with me i dunno how to explain it too i haven been crying for very long i feel so lost after i cried just now i miss jian hong he's in japan now.. but at least he got a break to rest hope he have fun there.. dunno what else to say..
everyday staying in sch..doing work and stuffs.. got so so so much work to do..so tiring... got to finish all the assignments and tutorials.. wanna go out but dunno where to go.. hmmm..back to nerdy nerdy life.. i cant see the light of many things.. i dun understand why she have to behave that way but maybe it is just her.. i cant be bothered.. it's doesnt matter to me about her decision... so yah...i can be nice to whoever is nice to me but dun expect me to be nice to u if u are fake.. i know who is being fake to me and who is being real and i have realised that i really meant what i replied to Kenneth(ken ni si) about some question he asked the other time.. and i absolutely agreed with his reply.. maybe as time past, i will understand it even better.. cos i think now i know how he was feeling that time dat that question appeared.. so yah..sorry jace..but den those messages with him i oso got tell u de..haha but yah jace..we all oso XXXX you ah! that time at Cha Ba, drink bubble tea and chit chat.. got people lie on ur shoulder horx... lie for quite a while lehx.. haha~~did u feel that we were staring at u?? haha~~ wondering who was the person! It was the MAN - @ZONE!!!! Argh~~~ haha~~
sianz sianz..just now jace and maggie call me~~ they told me about the yuan qi concert.. yuan lai it is the same organiser as that time six plus that one argh..the one that made ah long say sorry to me..haha~~ we damn angry lahx..like they cancel the six plus concert without saying and they didnt even advertise about it.. me and maggie really miss guan ding(Mr G)..haha~~ anyway, the concert dunno how sia.. cos we want to go for Wang Lee Hom concert... i want go see Wang Lee Hom and of cos still gt whoever else(u will know if it is confirmed) haha~~i really hope they will come too..heehee.. got so many work to do so ya have to work hard... might be very busy during the weekends cos have to rush the assignments.. MC Hotdog is coming to singapore.. but dun think will go see.. cos firstly i dun have time secondly..i dun wan say lehx...bleahx...haha~~
having lots of thoughts..thinking alot lately.. about my future..suddenly i feel very lost i dunno where i wan to go in life i cant make up my mind and is what i think of doing really feasible.. i really dunno how i should go about doing it many things need my decision but i cant make up my mind i fear that i would regret the decisions and cause everyone to feel hurt and sad.. so who can tell me what to do? HELP~~~ i know i cant run from reality but i really dunno how to face it...