hmmm..lately have been busy with project. ok..got nth to talk abt tt.. anyway, we have bought our air tix to taiwan le! it's nice to know that i will be going there once again... anyway, will be going from dec 6 to dec 14 but before tt think i will need to go and find a temp job otherwise i where got money to spend? cos my tuition will end in the first week of nov too! took cab today from holland v with kelvin and malcolm the uncle really got problem.. firstly, he can't drive for goodness sake secondly, dun understand y whenever he stop he have to turn around and look at me simply cant stand tt look on his face thirdly, he says he got no change and expect me to say keep the change go and die lahx..u drive until like anyhow an accident will happen u still expect me to give u tips! u wait long long oswo dun have ah! You are simply ridiculous and crazy. U are lucky that i reach my destination safely. today is naez birthday.. we had handmade roti prata in the morning at night they ordered pizza! what an enjoyment! just wonder what they will prepare for me for my birthday but today i was walking and i started to think i suddenly dun feel like celebrating my bday i just wan to stay at home and watch my tv just like any other days. dun see e point in celebrating it now though a few days back i was really hoping for my birthday to reach haiz..i oso dunno why but it's just what i'm feeling~~ today i suddenly have a lot of thoughts i realise that i am really too naive to believe ppl's words and very stupid to not know how to say no at some pt in time once again..if only but in life i can't simply say 'cut' likes rewind and undo these actions ! so whatever! i am just me dun bother to change me cos i can only be me i'm like these noisy talkative fat ugly and dao but so what? this is just me! OK?
i woke up today morning but dunno why i suddenly start thinking abt him-LT.. i realise i'm still missing him but of cos as a friend ah what's b/w us is only ai mei no one ever says out at least i didn;t it's been more than a year le but i nv dare to sms his gf sms her to bring me to see him after he left i haven went to see him not even once cos i wun dare.. i fear i'll cry and it's weird to cry because of him and more weird to cry in front of his gf though she told me that he had mentioned abt me to her before.. in this blog i haven only written the story abt me and him the funniest thing is that we weren't even together at all haha~~ so ironic.. but very beautiful memories tt i'll remember remember always~~
