haha~~ realised that i left out something very funny that happened on monday night.. we stayed back to study in sch and den... while me and cheryl were busy studying away..mal come over and asked us how we were coping and he just had to sit right beside cheryl when the opposite side of the bench is empty.. the funny thing is the moment he sat down..the bench tilted and we could have died.. haha..such a stupid and funny thing that happened and if we three died because of that think the headlines would be three nerds in SIM and a flying bench..haha.. and yes miss cheryl.. U ARE WELCOME! I didn't tell the whole world i only type it out in my blog.. dun worry no one reads my blog! haha~~ and mal oso tried to sabo me that day by screaming that i think that e police officer is quite good looking..haah~~
hmmm..here to blog finally after studying so much for FA test but not knowing how to do a single thing on the paper..hate this kinda feeling but aint gonna mourn much about it lahx! ^ ^ anyway, thurs and fri was bad cos had to rush comm law assignment and finally everything was over when we drop the assignment into that big black box! haha~~ sat was a very happy day for me! happy happy happy~~ those who know why will think i'm crazy.. haha~~cos they think i'm plain stupid but hey sunbear said that stupidity isnt a crime! *bleahx* i went out for a movie with him and i really enjoyed the time out not the movie lahx! the movie was quite lame didnt thought that it was so lame felt quite bad that he had to watch such a lame movie..haha~~ haven gone out with him for quite a while but i really enjoyed myself.. i have so many things to say but i know it aint right to say it here so whatever! sunday went to millenia walk burger king to study FA monday went to sch to study and attend business stats!and i think due to the lack of sleep for both me and cheryl we were crazy for the whole of monday! we did very stupid things and laughed till i felt that i'm gonna die of hypertension! And yes! CHERYL, i promised i WUN tell anyone else that U BANG INTO THE DOOR! wahaha~~this almost costs my life cos i laughed non stop for 15 minutes (still laughing in the toilet cubicle) den the next silly thing we did was to steal malcolm's NEW pen that he bought while shopping at popular with two of us..den we laugh non stop because we thought he didnt realise and can still hold on to the old pen which we replace! den we went to the toilet..BUT! thought we had enough of laughing..when i was about to push open the toilet door, someone from the inside open the door! FOOD IC! wahaha...it was quite evil but i burst out laughing directly into her face! Cheryl could help but laughed too! yes we know we are bitches..see how crazy FA got both of us into! den cheryl say she was staring at two of us! but i cant help it when i start to picture her grabbing onto malcolm's finger..damn funny! anyway, i hate talking to people whom will give me black face just because we have different opinions! So childish!
haha~~ i did the dumbest thing in the whole wide world dat all my friend have nothing more to say den agree that i was dumb. plain stupidity..has all these waiting cause me to grow stupid or what? i really like him and i still do but i just ruin everything... ruined by myself no third party or anything. how stupid can i get? He asked me to go for dinner and i bloodly hell told him that i have already had my dinner..Wow Karen Wow...pls prove how much more dumb can u get! I agree X years is not short and in fact it's quite long.. it's not that i never given up on him before.. i tried but when things go bad because i met with too many jerks! den i will realise that he's still there for me! His simple msges can ggive me the strength to move on and everything else I thought as time goes by i wun be bothered with him and i can get someone new but after that incident i realised tt i cannot.. i waited and stared at my phone the whole day waiting for his reply. i dunno how to make up for what i have done!
To, XXX how i wish i could tell u i'm sorry i dunno what got into me to tell u that maybe in my heart i am afraid as well but of what i really dunno! i hate myself! i truly do! how i wish one day i could tell u everything and not hide anything from u cos i am hiding too much from you.. everything i'm feeling! If only i hadnt fall tat deep down.. you are really impt to me but no matter what u choose i'll respect it nevertheless.. cos u chose it..cos it's U..
