Yesterday night i saw something that made me so so so excited and i am so tempted!!! iRiver has a mickey mouse mp3 player!! It is so cute! i wan to get it since i got no more mp3 player.. Anyone wan to buy it for me? haha~~ can give it to me as valentine's day present or very very belated birthday present. haha
Don't u think it is so cute?
On monday me and jolyn saw someone carrying this LV bag i like it alot cos of the red lahx but it really is very very nice. but i think the price oso very very nice. haha~~
Red LV Bag that i like alot.
it reads ' HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY, KAREN. i'm not a lessie.'
haha... yups! HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY, JOLYN!! i know this pretty babe for a month already. and this one month many things have happened we talked about it that day and realised that in a month so many things could actually happen. dun talk about things that would bring back sad memories. but i am really glad to have known her she is really sweet and nice she cares alot for me as a friend though she didnt know me for very long she came down to accompany me when i was really really down and she wasnt anywhere near. she was in jurong and i was in sk. i am really thankful tt u were there for me when i needed someone thanks for standing up for me though we know each other for only a month u have been there for me always whenever i needed someone there. THANKS! =] remember no matter wad happen i'll always be here just give me a call whenever u need a friend to be there and thanks for the invitation to ur chalet again and nice knowing ur friends too heehee.. LOVE LOVE this pretty babe.
oh ya..i am not lesbian too.. of cos i love my DJ DJ..
jolyn edited her chalet pics and sent me last night haha..we both think that the pics are so nice.. =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN! =]
she smiled too much that she got cramps in her face.
Me and Jolyn the birthday ger.
Same pic but edited differently. =]
Me and Popsoda. His dimples are so nice.
Group Picture time.
Another shot.
FUN FUN FUN! but it might be much more fun if DJ was able to make it there.. but poor thing he was sick and he is still sick sick on his birthday.. he got high fever... but not sure if he did take his medicine call him tmr again maybe go visit him and make him take his medicine.
i am sho sho sho broke... i need to stop spending unnecessary money and to stop spending money on cabs it is so sinful to waste money on cab took long journey cabs for these two days monday took to sch the cab uncle best he fell asleep at the traffic light stunned! i was so afraid but i manage to reach sch safely then at night took cab home me and jolyn waited for the peak hr charge to end but in the end we still had to buy for the cbd charge.. bloody hell and somemore CTE got ERP! kan! my cab fare home was 18.00... today took cab to school cos i didnt want to be late for class otherwise like no point to go to school took pics in the cab haha.. the uncle is weird he wears his sunglasses cos he saw me in my shades after wearing for 10mins den he took it off.. den keep looking at me i feel like asking him wad's his problem why he keep looking at me sia
I was very very happy last night all becos of DJ. He msged me and i called him we chatted for one hour plus and i was so happy cos it was like before he always manage to make me smile and laugh but he was fierce yesterday though not towards me but i still will scare.. haha but poor DJ is still sick sick and he is not taking his medicine naughty boy! haha~~ he suddenly ask me abt wg website den i told him i deleted it very long ago which is the truth cos the website did brought us alot of troubles and problems and i dun wan us to quarrel over that website so i deleted my acct too.
woke up at 0615 cos need to go down to the shop at PP today and need to send my aunt and uncle to work ate breakfast den went to the shop and slept on the sofa while daddy and mummy pack the stock in the shop. slept for 1 1/2 hrs on the sofa and shivering the air con is strong and i wasnt wearing quite little haha woke up at abt 0945 cos need to open shop. went to upper boon keng road to meet cammie at 1530 went to cut my hair and highlight my hair i like the outcome of it. but i hope i dun look like an ah lian. haha...
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went tuition in the morning then went back home quite sad that i couldnt go tan in the morning then realised jolyn they all slept in till late so she didnt go tan too so wasted! the sun was so bright. reached the chalet abt 1500plus jolyn khai ambrose ah hao and popsoda was there when i reached. we went escape but ambrose left but in the end me and jolyn didnt play we went back to the chalet to open the door for jolyn's bro, eugene. haha..den we slacked in the chalet and bath the guys came back and started preparing for the bbq. went with jolyn and haoyun to buy drinks then saw sasa and decheng was hungry cos i have not eaten for the whole day.. the chicken was nice though it was abit black.. haha..got ppl peel chicken and feed me a bit..haha then ate quite a bit then went to Ian's place with ian and rion to take jolyn's pic then we went to buy some wine drank some and it was nice nice.haha.. then they were so evil to ask me to go buy some more on my own after singing the birthday song we played dai dee ah di khai popsoda and me was playing while ah hao was playing the psp haha..it was really funny.. then in the end ah hao played dai dee and it was funny.. we were like looking at each other's card and haha.. dai dee was fun.. went back chalet waited for my turn to bath finish bathing everyone was already lying down haha..still couldnt reach DJ.. den went to talk to jolyn.. slept at around 5.. DJ smsed me at abt 6plus but i didnt reply too tired... we woke up late and pack our things den went back i took bus 3 home.. was walking to the bus stop and i dunno why but when i look at haising i kinda miss those fun times we had in sec sch when we were still much more innocent than we are now things were simplier than it was now reached home not hungry then my maid insist on cooking for me so i ate porridge in the end sky saw me he was barking and jumping he looked so happy kissed me all over my face and then took his toy waiting to play but my maid say need to bring him down to pee and poo so i hugged hugged him then went to change first den watched tv and napped did research for project and played with my darling sky sky played till he was too excited he erected but lucky he didnt hump then i quickly bring him back to his cage realised i keep stoning too many things is going on in my mind and i dunno what i should do although i am happy and had fun at the chalet it was like in heaven no troubles except for a while den my heart sunk when it was time to leave i felt i was thrown right back into reality no time for me to think of how i should react i needed someone to talk to so went to find sky but the little rascal was sleeping haha..he aint like mickey who would listen to me talk about my problems he is too active for that but i still love him alot nevertheless so in the end i talked to my big big mickey mouse i didnt cry cos it was one of the promises i made. talked to mickey mouse though no reply but at least i could say out all my problems i wan to go watch movie but but like no one to go with... i still havent muster enough courage to go watch a movie on my own haha..
i am really very happy today i thought i could fly when i heard tt again u called me baby and it really made me very happy i swear i smile myself to nap just now i miss those times alot when we would talk about everything i am really very happy to hear that and i would like to say thank u i am so thankful baby i would definitely keep all my promises to u no more harm would by done and i meant every thing tt i say to u cos i wan to be true to u
yest night i was talking to DJ and i really miss him alot i promised him that i would not cry anymore cos he really hate gers to cry and i will be strong for him i read all the messages he sent in the past. although i really felt like crying but i control and after a while i realised that i was smiling i missed those happy times. i was lucky to have known him i regret the decision i made and now i would only hope i can make it up to him DJ is hearts.
a scar to remind me of all the pain
anyway, someone from school said that i am shrinking away since last yr haha..yeah! i am happy but i still think i am FAT! but shrinking away is something i hope can happen to me and i really mean shrinking shrinking away.. until i can disappear from this world. but but but why.. cos i dun like my life and i want to run away from it. i dun wan to face reality very childish but i dunno how to face it.
