hmmm..today realised that actually the three of us cried last night..haha..so weird..but i'm really upset and i really think i should give up and wish HIM all the best though i know i can't hide my feelings for HIM..Staring at the christmas card again, the card is real impt to me cos it's the thought that counts..i say i dun care for HIM but deep in how can i not care, rite? I was scolded for not showing HIM the sms on the spot, but how do you expect me to do so? It's ok that i bear the pain i juz want HIM to be happy..Nothing else matters...I'm not perfect but that's the least i can do for HIM..HE might get HIS chance to play on monday..really hope HE get to play lorx..Den all HIS other girls friend can see hoe good HE is lorx..GOOD FOR HIM!!! Went to white sands today to get materials for our stall..heehee...sianz sianz..i really miss HIM but i'm still feeling hurt...