hmmm...today woke up thinking of HIM..also dunno why..Den i went to do my work cos in the afternoon my daddy wanna bring my bro, me and my cousins to go swimming..i think this is the first time i do econs homework sia..haha..did the essay question and felt so proud of it..wahaha..soon it was 4 pm..time to go swimming le?!?!?!haha..i thought of not going after i wore the striking orange bikini..haha..it took me quite a while before i gather enough courage to take off my clothes to jump into the pool..haha..i really need to tone my body sia..haha..quite tired after swimming..hmmm..i read des' blog..i dunno what to say..but he said he have decided to give up and not wait for me anymore..maybe this is the right choice..after all i dun think it's of any use if he wait for me..i know i hurt him a lot but i could not forget the other HIM..anyway, i hope desmond will find a new gf that treasures him unlike me lorx..i really can't give up on HIM..what should i do??? can someone tell me?? haiz..anyway, HE's gonna play in tmr's match and so all the best to HIM ba..I'll be there watching..haha...hopefully HE wun get injured lorx..=P