hmmm..haven been blogging for a long long time le..have been busy with many many things ah..there were happy moments, sad moments, touching moments, etc..furthermore, the internet connection got a lot of problem lahx..haha..hmmm..was busy with schoolwork, daniel, longze, ______--> was shocked by the news i received..
Till today, 11 Days after i know the news i still can't believe this would happen to ______, he still got a bright future why did this have to happen..haiz..i know i have no right to say abt him after all we were only frenz..we didn't get anywhere further than tat..reason: i dunno why..i regret a lot of things..why had i have to hold back all my feelings and not cherishing him when we were close and when he was still around..wat's the point thinking back after he's gone and oso attached..And i only know that he's attached after he's gone..actually i tot i had forgot all my feelings for him but only now den i know this is all not true..I only did not want to face reality tat we couldn't be together after what he say to me on 14/02/03...i know him since sec 3 or is it sec 2?? Anyway, the two of us were like loggerheads but in the end we became quite close to the extent that he'll call me whenever he can when he was in camp..very sweet guy...anyway, i hope his family and gf will take things easy ba..after all, there's nothing we can do except to wait for witness lorx..haiz..should i go see him??
DaNiEl, So KaWaiI..had really close moments with him..bowling, campus concert, UFM birthday party, private gathering...really had lots of fun..hmmm..but i'm too tired to elaborate..will do it soon one day ya..so wait on to hear more abt him and his family le lorx..heehee..
We shouldn't always look back though it's inevitable..
