F*** !!! I'm sick and tired of all these le..Why should i bother when no one else does..After what happened, i was already deeply hurt but frankly who bothered about how i feel.. I dun care if u think i was silly to have shed all those tears cos none of u out there knew how i felt..Who knows how terrible i was within..No one..absolutely no one..Since no one bothered, why shld i still continue? Yesterday, one by one left, i didn't say anything cos there are other ppl there..I oso taking my A levels but who cares about this silly me? No one!!! I'm oso supposed to be studying...I really dun feel like going le..I'll try to do my part..maybe after tt find someone to take over me ba..i had enough..really tired and hurt..This fragile heart can't take it anymore..I've been controlling it for days and now i really can't take it anymore..i dun want to lie to anyone anymore..I'm still very upset over what happened..All u ppl saw was a fake front..understand? i doubt so..no one understand me from within as i hardly dare to open my heart to anyone anymore..I can only keep everything within..