I'm born in a hospital..not a zoo or circus where i need to please and entertain ppl..I ain't coached in those places too..i really dunno how to please ppl..in the past, i make my own decisions and ppl get angry with me now i ask ppl for opinions, then i am said to be asking too much..so what do u wan me to do..i ain't perfect..no one is..even the president isn't.. Like wat mabel's dad say i wish i was only 3 yrs old..all these would never have become a problem..i miss my grandmother a lot..i miss the days when i have her by me..i miss the way she'll hear me out and all she would do for me..I oso miss Lin Ting, though we were only frenz..u did a lot to brighten up my day, u might not know..I was a much happier person after knowing u, though we were always bickering..I miss ur calls when u would start crapping and i miss the way u call me(u seldom call my name u always call me mei da mei xiao) how i wish i could let u know how much i miss u but if i whisper it to the wind..will u be able to hear me from up there?? It's all fate that things ended up this way..If only i could have stopped u..but now it's too late to say all these..but i really still miss u many many..If i were to leave where i am now, would i get to see my grandmother and would i get to see lin ting?
