Haha..i am amazed..before i went for chalet yesterday i called up Forward Music and wanted to ask them for the schedule for six plus and oso the tickets to go to PSC Nite..i thought it was quite a dumb idea by yy but try in hope to be able to go to see them..and i was really freaked out and nervous at first but the guy was really nice..haha..But in return, he gave me a website and a lot of details about six plus trip this time round..so cool..heehee..i got the number of six plus fc chairman and asked her for tickets to go to this NKF lifeforce celebration that six plus will be going too..today i received confirmation that she can give me six tickets...Better thing is yy know the chairman and she gave yy three more tickets..wth lorx..we got 9 tickets..haha..this is juz so so cool..heehee..the chalet was quite fun..i saw quite a few of cute guys there..heehee..but very tired cos i kept walking in and out of the chalet to fetch people in..walk until i got blisters..kaoz..a bit bored lahx but ok lorx..slept at 4.45 cos he never reply my sms think he sleep le or maybe he dun wan to reply me at all..can't believe this is happening back at me..haiz..i find him silly waiting for me pointlessly but why i never sit down and think my waiting for HIM is oso as pointless..Maybe i should juz sit down and think everything through..i should set aside some time for myself to think about everything..Should i give up? Should i continue waiting? Should i stop and look beside me for there are others who care about me? Should i continue walking behind him though he never once know that i am behind me? Why wouldn't he turn back and he'll see that i have been behind him all these while..haiz..If he got enlisted den we can't contact so often le ba..Den soon he'll meet a new girl and they go together..while i'm still here waiting like a idiot..No..i dun wish this would happen..haiz..Giving up might hurt now but i think it might be good in the long term but am i able to give uo is the biggest question of all..haiz..why do i also like those people that is really impossible to be with them de..haiz..can someone wake me up..and stop living in this fantasy..