haiz..i should make things clear what for make him wait? It is just so much of a waste of time though i myself is waiting for another guy..What rubbish..what right do i have to stop him from waiting for me..But this indeed is stressing me out..i'm destined to be alone and this can be seen with the many failed relationships..Isn't this enough to show that i should stay single and learn to be independent...Maybe i should oso get myself to forget all about HIM cos i doubt it is possible for the both of us to be together..I dunno why but i suddenly think that there wouldn't be any outcome between the both of US though i have waited for like very long..But that doesn't matter after all, someone else oso like HIM..Looking at the photo we took he really look so great and i am sure many girls will fall for HIM if they saw that photo..haiz..Life? How cruel can it get? Love indeed really hurtx...