hmmm..everyday going to work
and going home from work..
i will walk inside riverside point..
inside got two bridal shops..
the gowns very very pretty sia..haha..
den yesterday when i finish work
wan to go take mrt..i saw a bride..
she very pretty..
guess everyone will look nice in a wedding gown de..
den they having a wedding reception at the bridge..
so romantic..omg..the waiters there quite handsome lehx..
but i was in a rush so neva really see..haha..
all should be from merchant court hotel de..
heehee..haiz..i envy all those couples i see everyday..
i think we really shld treasure every moment of our life..
dun regret after u let go..cos it is no point..
time waits for no man..dun be like me..
a wrong decision can be painful..it hurts..
and it's not only me who is hurt..
haiz..i am juz a naive ger who wants to be loved..
though i enjoy singlehood..
but a part of me still long to be loved by that special someone..
not everyone have the ability to be that special someone..
i thought i have found mine but i guess..
i aint his special one..thusw things wun work out...
hopefully things will get better for me..
i wan to move on in life..
i dun wan to think le..
but after seeing U i feel sad..really..
i dunno why..i no longer have the courage to look at U
not anymore..even if i see U i turn away..
i refuse to smile but deep down i'm hurting..
U know? U don't.. U nv bother i guess...
Anyway, hope U find UR special someone..
all the best to U..I'll try to avoid seeing U..
until all is gone..haiz..
went to far east with huiqi
went shopping for new yr clothes..
i bought two shirts..haha..
den i went to turn at rei there..
and i tell u i so forgetful..
i left it there after that..
i didn't bring it home..kaoz..i so blur sia..haha..
waited for alvin they all..see them botak..
haha..they dun look that bad lahx..haha..
heard them singing purple light..
oh i miss my npcc days..
i miss the fun we had..those were the light years..
where i was happy and not as many troubles as i have now..
cos at the time i had him..but now the him is happily with another her..
all the best to him..though i regretting letting him go but
i still wan to wish him all the best..if i had made a different decision then..
would things be a lot more different now?
hmmm..i tell u the bitch at ??? smiled at me yesterday..
i think she is crazy lorx..
i thought she hate us..must be because of XXX lahx..haha..
haha..i think it's weird but i ignore her..
who cares..i am now a working population..
happily working in a comfortable office..
i need not stand the whole like u..haha..
u bitch..get lost and stop being fake..
go chase after XXX lahx..perm ur hair to attract XXX ah?
ok..enough..i think i myself is a bitch too..
but i dun wan to be related to u..get lost..