hmmm..back from work..
very tired..was supposed to go swimming
but scare i will be very tired and i having minor flu
so never go already..haha..
went to buy food for daddy they all
den take mrt home..
hmmm..should i spend 30 dollars to buy nan ding ge er??
got kunda..though now i not as crazy over him
but i feel like watching lehx..
should i buy or should i save the money and buy clothes??
haiz..i want go shopping..
i wan buy clothes and oso new yr clothes lahx..
haha..tired tired tired..
but on the whole not bad lahx..
heehee..hmmm..
i muz learn to be independent..
i dun wan to rely on U anymore..
i shall motivate myself to carry on with life..
i hate U but i hate myself more..
be it the limited memories that i have..
i dun wan them anymore..
u can have it all..
though little the memories might be
but it is hindering me from moving on
i really do wan to move on..
i am alone fighting and standing on my own feet
nothing can bring me down..