hopefully those excesws water flowing out from my eyes
wun blur my vision and cause my spelling and typing to worsen
i dunno why i am feeling this way..
for the whole day i have been very sad..
i think it is very obvious that i am sad
i seldom talk and this is hardly me..
i used to be a noisy and irritating bitch
but what have happened to me
i no longer wan to talk
i have been crying otherwise controlling when i hear one song
the xiao chou yu by xiaozhu..
it so fully describe my feelings..
haiz..i very long neva feel this way..
but i dun understand why it is him lorx..
cos i dun really know him at all..
i wun expect much..i dun expect anything to happen
cos i know i am a failure in love..no point..