sitting in front of my laptop
tears fall again..it seems like a routine now
i really dunno why..
why do i feel so sad..
i think i really like XXX but
i can feel and tell that he is avoiding me..
why? i oso dunno..i wun deny tt i dun have e guts
i dun hav e guts to tell XXX tt i like him
but there are things that need be spoken out
now i think friends oso cannot be le ba..
from now on, i wun go far east le unless got something to do
i shall go home after work from monday onwards..
dun call me go out le..i dun wan to go out anymore..
i shall be back to e way i used to be..
the lonely me..if got nothing dun call me..
i dun like to talk le..i like being alone..
i wish to get another ear piercing..
to remind myself of this period of time
whereby my heartache will be much worse for me to bear..
who wans to lend me a shoulder to cry on?
i hate crying alone in the living room everyday..