I can be very nice to you if u dun step on my toes.. but once u irritated me u r asking for trouble dun expect to have a good time from me or u better dun let me see u otherwise i really dunno what i will do i have not throw my temper for quite a while been controlling because of someone.. i can be very nice to you provided u dun anger me so ya..i ain't gentle and sweet cos in such a fake world like this if i dun stand out and protect myself who will? count on the guys? forget it..i rather count on myself though i know deep in my heart there are a few i can count on.. though i have already lost one to god.. but in my heart he always have a place there are so many things that i have not told him before but now..they are all in my mind at this point of time.. i am missing him~~ though he might never know i can never see him in person again till the day god takes me away too but till then i shall remember those memories i remember all our conversations and how sweet he can be though we were never really together but i think the way we were at that time we drifted after he found a gf but i am still happy for him..really.. anyway, hope ur family and ur gf has taken ur departure in their stride You shall live in our hearts forever..
