i m so bored...slacking slacking slacking everyday.. i think i am getting very anti-social.. i oso dunno why..i dun like to talk much or go out anymore.. i like to hide at home or just leave all my time to myself...going to become a loner soon.. my daily routine: wake up , prepare to go work together with mabel, read book and listen to song on MRT, den go to work, eat lunch with mabel, after work take MRT home - as usual read book and listen discman..reach home, bathe eat and watch tv den slp. This is how i pass my day everyday.. as for sat and sun i will also stay at home.. Dunno where to go or what to do so stay at home and save money lorx... Read my book and watch vcd... This is the freedom i have and i need not care abt what others think happy to be alone until someone comes along.. i am still unable to open my heart and allow people to know more abt the real me.. all along i must say i am wearing a mask..to everyone! i dun really see any meaning abt putting a smile on my face to everyone cos i know the smile i put up will be very fake. these days i often talk online and chat with quite a lot of hong kong ppl haha..quite fun lahx but it is just for fun de lorx... cos i am so bored at work... den on fri i got a shock..haha..this taiwan guy that i knoe online.. he started talking abt many things..and den dunno why we talk until long distance r/s den he ask if he stand a chance... he is quite a nice guy but i nv ans him... i think he's a very sensible guy but i dunno..haha.. i got no faith in myself i guess...after all i must say taiwan guys all very hao se and he also say it's true..haha..den we all talk abt alot of things... so far i haven tell him anything yet and he oso neva ask me so i guess we will see how as time goes ba... but i knoe it will take a lot of effort to maintain a long dustance relationship... we both know it is going to be tough.. however, i knoe i cannot accept him now.. after all i dun really knoe him well and also i dun have those kinda feelings for him but i can say he is a very sensible and nice guy...very caring... maybe all i wan knoe is just someone who can care and look after me but he is in taiwan...anyway, i knoe i cant accept someone if i dun like him so i wun accept him at the moment... he also says if i can find someone in sg den i shld be with e guy in sg cos it is more practical and stuff which i guess is true... =X