Now i understand what is the feeling of losing something that is precious and impt to me! I really understand the feeling already~~ Cos i am very sure that thing that i have lose is important to me! But i dun wan to put my dignity to get him back! I know i have to let go and this time i will learn how to let go! I should let go of everything and those few! I dunno how i really feel..What do i really miss? The person or the feeling of being cared for and loved? I really dunno but i think we are not meant to be or should i say i keep telling myself that we are not meant to be! I myself dun even know and understand what i wan so how can any one help me? Yesterday evening i think a lot and oso cry alot But i know crying wun help! It can't help me to solve my problems~~ i juz cry to relieve my stress~~ i feel very stressed up and frustrated ! On one hand is myself and the other is because of all those stupid customers some are really bitch lorx! I need not listen to u F** lorx.. i dun get commission so who cares?! After all thurs is my last day i need not bother either....the people here are nice to me~~ But there are some customers which i can't stand! Even if u buy a ticket or not, it doesn't affect my pay! Even if everyone complain about me, i oso wun get a cut in my pay So who cares about all those old bitches and spinsters out there! Get out of my sight lahx..Got money big deal ah?! F off lahx~~Do u know u make me sick?!
