hmmmm..away from all those sad sad posts! ^ ^ *still in a very blur stage now!* yesterday night was chatting on the msn with Lydia, Ian, Lilong and Eric.. Den suddenly dunno how we talk and drift we ended up saying we want to go for supper! And before u know it, we have planned where to meet and stuff.. haha~~~ Ian picked Lydia up den Lilong came to pick me up! (So sorry to mafan u)haha~~ Anyway, we went to maxwell road to eat porridge and den chatted Chat about many kind of different things and it was really fun! haha~~ Den after that realised the cleaner who was mopping e floor was very near us den we changed destination! we went to east coast park... haha~~ again sat and chatted.. left at 6 sia.. haha~~ going to prepare to go to sch for project meeting haha~~
IF Only..., I would hope that i never knew you IF Only..., I would prefer that we never met IF Only..., I would keep my distance from U IF Only..., I would want to say I MISS U There are just too many IF ONLY in our lifes~~ But i think we should just put them down and look ahead in life otherwise, we'll never be able to move ahead! Everyone is bound to meet ups and downs in life but e most impt thing is to treat it as a lesson learnt and move on in life. Everyone has different motivations in life but what exactly is mine? thinking back when i was in pri 6 i thought i lost my motivation i thought my world has ended because i felt alone i no longer had my grandmother with me it was like all alone with no one to turn to i couldn't remember how i overcome everything i knew i thought of ending my life (den u peepz will nv have known such a noisy person like me) i would cry everyday... but now i have seen life in a different perspective very different from what i used to believe... trying to lead my life happily but there are always ppl who will come and make me sad i still treat them as frenz though but i will think at times am i plain stupid or naive or whatever... i only believe in having more frenz made den enemies!
