I haven been feeling good lately actually! I realise that many people can tell that i am not feeling very good! But frankly if u ask me what's wrong but i really dunno how to say~~ It's really something deep down that i dunno how to describe and say out Many a times i hope tat all this never happens but i know that is impossible simply impossible! But in reality i cant turn back time so i have to accept what that has happen! Yes, i fear! I wun deny that i fear~~ i fear being in a relationship i doubt u know what i mean cos we both just got different perspective of being in love~~ I fear being hurt and i know if we get together i'm just putting myself out to be hurt and to be slaughtered! so what for lehx? Maybe be cruel now den to suffer later! isn't it so?