i thought i could forget abt LT and just place him in my heart but who knows~~ Just when i told myself that it have been more than a year le i should not keep thinking abt it le but den i got to be reminded again~~ haiz~ yuan lai, kelvin also know LT.. den all my memories of LT just came back to me i told after i wrote out all my memories in feb i could put it all down but now haiz~~ after all those memories came back i read thru the feb archives again abt him felt really really sad and i cried for the whole night i really dunno why but i still miss him towards him i really got too many if only! he is really funny and caring towards me and i really enjoy those times we talk and argued over everything hearing him call me 'mei da mei xiao' would only bring a smile to my face but now hearing those words would only make my heart tear~~ he wasnt mine from the start and the end but he really does has a place in my heart even mabel was shocked when i told her that kel knows LT suddenly remember one yr ago after i knew abt what happened i cried for the all night den in sch i cried for the whole day really cannot believe that happened to him.. i really reeally miss him a lot!