maybe i think too much but i realise that this world is so fake why is everyone wearing a mask? why cant they just be themselves? i nw i am super fake to some people and these many people know who but yeah..what makes u ppl think those people aint fake to me ? i can tell who is fake i know deep inside u might not want to point out but i know i really know it's kinda sad to have such people who i do hope to consider friends but i dunno if it is me or those people that is stopping this friendship? i have been crying these few days at home but i dunno why i am.. i really dunno... i feel that i dunno myself anymore.. can someone be there to hold my hand and lead me forward... can i be myself myself? i feel that i dunno i am.. nt that of a identity crisis.. but i am doing lots of things that i shouldn't do and doing things tat i would never do why is this so? haiz.. i myself dunno the problem if only light can shine my path ahead i really feel lost.. i am sick once again.. having fever again..