Did not work yesterday and i went to ICA to collect my passport and i waited for half an hr.. considered quite ok cos it was lunch time when i went.haha~ anyway, after collecting my passport i went to marina square to meet long and cheryl ok i was an hr late! Oops! sorry~ haha~~ went for lunch and then went to kbox! It was like a maze inside and our room is super far really walk untill will giddy ~~ haha~ and the toilet is far but the room is quite big. though there were only 4 of us long ge cheryl val and me we did had alot of fun. and i am very sure this is the first ktv session that we took so many photos.. haha..and it is also the first time we sing a hokkien song...wahaha.. it was really funny and we had great laughs especially by cheryl's performance and val u really got to sing more...haha.. u see cheryl she now oso can sing le.. haha~~jiayou~~looking forward to the next ktv session. after ktv we went to funan as ms cheryl wants to buy earphones..like the 100th time she spoilt her earphones.. haha..saw lu lu..haha after buying we went to the language school to enquire about the japanese course i decide to take on korean only after i master the japanese. think it will take me quite a while lahx..wahaha.. then we went to raffles city to eat we ate The Soup Spoon haha..we sat the seat with the best view and i think long didnt even realise but cheryl i saw u staring at the hmmm..haha caught in the act! wahaha.. u should learn from me..heehee..pretend to stare at the menu haha~~ but i think he'll be thinking why i keep looking at the menu..wahaa really heard alot of funny stuffs at dinner yesterday..really had fun den i went to look for my parents they were at a funeral with my grand uncles and aunties saw eugene (my little distant cousin) he's so cute! haha.. took him like 15 mins before he finally decide to call us.. and he got bullied in sch which everyone tot was funny cos at home he's like the bully but in school he's so quiet. haha.. after that chatted with the elderly there and it was really funny stayed there till 12plus before we decide to head home reached home at abt 1.30 and darling sky woke up to greet and kiss me haha~~ den slept at about 2.30 i think i was talking to mummy until i realise she fell asleep haha~~ now at work again.. i am really bored and i am so lazy that i decide to wear specs to work and now they say they are thinking of going to far east plaza today haha~~ stuns! wish me good luck that we can go home early tonight ok? tmr will be coming to work first then maybe go to the language school with long ge den after that head down to pasir ris for bbq~~ hmmm..hope we have fun there.. i'm only afraid that i would be too tired to enjoy at all. i am going to sun tan and swim on sunday.. wahaha...swimming again! i have been swimming once a week lately really like to swim nowadays i am bored. school is starting! i finally realise that i have been very silly to be holding on to things which i know is never possible..they were just two people whom i should not like at all actually~ this is bad and i am feeling very miserable it was the same for HIM and XX haiz.. why do i always get stuck in such things it's freaking irritating! i hate it~~ i wan to forget but i cant how? i really am very tired all i ever wanted was someone who could hold my hand and lead me through everything in life. and i just wan to know tt no matter what happens he'll be there holding my hand and we'll overcome the obstacles ahead together. of cos he also has to give me a sense of security and also must have the ability to take care of me. is this difficult and too high an expectation?
