I think i made a fool out of myself in front of him. Why on earth did i have to do such a thing. haiz.. It is just so wrong for me to have done that... I feel like a bitch though he say i'm not.. I hate myself but i'm glad someone talked to me. To all my other friends out there, thanks for all the care and concern..really appreciated. Without u all, i might have gotten a depression and i wun be me anymore. although, i feel that i have changed i hope it is for the better. i'll learn thru all the mistakes and i'll take a step at the time.
To all the people who are also facing problems relating to anything and everything.. stay strong overcome it and you'll do fine and great! I can always lend a listening ear.. just call me! If u need a shoulder u can have mine to lean on.. i promise myself to stay strong. no matter how much i feel like crying i will always try to control my tears and be strong. i'm glad to have alot of nice people in my life who can tell that i aint feeling good and they will always cheer me up. Thanks..
I'm very very happy that now i can share so much with HIM although i know now that i should let go like i said it aint easy but i got to.. cos HIS her aint me.. It's someone else Continue will not do me or HIM any better.. I shall learn to accept this fact i can foresee myself tearing again and again but i will try to make sure soon there aint any more. i cant cry at home cos i dun wan my parents to worry unless they aint home yet i hope i can start telling sky all my problems just like how i talked to mickey everytime when i am feeling down i hope sky will understand my feelings. though i dun need him to feel sad for me cos he's still young he should stay happy. i am working and shopping to forget all troubles but after that i will still start thinking of it. but since i decide to take a step ahead i should stick to it and be strong. I can't force someone to love me and since i love HIM so much i should let HIM go i just want HIM to be happy. HIS smile can brighten one's day and i'll always remember that smile. It's all i have left that can keep me going.
