I think i should give up already..yes i know i have been saying it for very long time already but i guess now should be the time. i just want him to be happy and together with the girl he likes and he does deserves all the love from her and hope that they would be happy together(if they do get together). I would give them my blessings and watch him smile from afar. I would be contented because all i want is for him to be happy. When u love someone, u dun need them to be by your side. You would be happy to know that they are happy and they are living happily. That should be sufficient as i am not as important as his happiness. I am sure i would cry but it would stop one day and all the tears i cry because of him is still worth it. I just hope that he knows i am always here for him.