i'm back here again. lately, many things have been running thru my mind and i am really confused. i dunno what to do and i dunno who to believe. i'm tired and i hate those back stabbers in my life i wish that they could all disappear (cos i dun wan to curse them here and ruin my mood) have been wanting to cry i want to go to the beach for a stroll who wants to go with me? anyone volunteer? got car better ah if not den take bus take taxi lorx. but i prefer take taxi..ok i'll pay for the ride if anyone volunteers haha..but i still wan consider the company ah.. haha.. i am such a bitch if u think u are a back stabber in my life and you want to see me break down please go away (dun wan to be vulgar otherwise it would be **** off) haha~~ i hate my life i hate myself but i know i wun do anything to hurt myself no more cuts on my hand like what i used to do in sec sch how childish was that when i look back now. i should be glad most of the scars have healed and i guessed u cant see any more scars