yest night i was talking to DJ and i really miss him alot i promised him that i would not cry anymore cos he really hate gers to cry and i will be strong for him i read all the messages he sent in the past. although i really felt like crying but i control and after a while i realised that i was smiling i missed those happy times. i was lucky to have known him i regret the decision i made and now i would only hope i can make it up to him DJ is hearts.
a scar to remind me of all the pain
anyway, someone from school said that i am shrinking away since last yr haha..yeah! i am happy but i still think i am FAT! but shrinking away is something i hope can happen to me and i really mean shrinking shrinking away.. until i can disappear from this world. but but but why.. cos i dun like my life and i want to run away from it. i dun wan to face reality very childish but i dunno how to face it.