i dunno wad is wrong with me i hate the person i am now i am just not me anymore i dunno wad happened.. i wan to be back to the simple naive stupid ger tt i was i dun like wad i am now i feel like a bitch not yet a slut though i feel like a puppet i feel so hypocrite i feel so unheard i have so many things to say but i cant say it to u i know it is me i know it's all cos i think too much i know i should stop thinking i know i should start to trust tt feeling again i want to too but sorry i cant i cant do it after wad happened i cant pretend nothing happen i cant deny that my heart was not hurt in the process i am still sick cos of wad happened the other time i might recover from this flu fever cough one day but but but...would my heart ever recover? i dunno.